Reserve and Rebound

The two R letter words is to be despised the upmost horrid thing in ones life. Besides the face that the letter is the beginning of my name which should'nt head that direction but it does. Starting with rebound it is a awful thing that we all do or feel! To be honest using anyone as a rebound is not in my dictionary.(props to ones self) In explanation for myself "I am not stupid enough to glorify myself to feel better with someone on my side" this act of rebound is a way of showing of lack of confidence and plain rude to the companion who thinks you may have feelings for them. A case of rebound in my life is not cool the guy acted like a friend but in fact he came to hang out with me every time he went thru a breakup which wasnt noticed until it continously happened but in this situation it hadnt been noticed because his way of keeping me around in his life was that he was like a "brother to me."Whos being fair? The reserve is a simalar idea but this is something I fall into the dating word to often when you date one person then another and dont know which one you like the most you have the reserve unless nothing happens with the other people you date. Well turns out this is happening to me ina worse situation when hes away from me on the other side of the country he doesnt call us a realtionship because long distance realtionships dont work even what we had before hand was serious close feelings for commitment to exclusively dating until he poped the bubble in excuse hes away and probably trying to actually get laid but when all doesnt work out he calls me as a reserve to make himself feel great. Rebound and Reserve are somewhat similar and a learning lesson after happening to me with the reserve I will never do that to any guy that may like me! Time to gorw up and understand that these R letter words are NOT ok!